for you..

did you know?
smell..triggers so many memories..

did you know?
when its close, you only see the dark

did you know?
when its gone, the past seems all sweet

did you know?
you never forget your first love..

did you know?
that memories could kill you..

did you know?

i didn't..
now its gone..
forever..
never gonna return..

i was stupid to let it go..
i am stupid to hope it'll come back..

but the past is done..
never can be altered..
never should be..

only the future looms ahead..

full of uncertainties..

but also..

full of possibilities..

im looking forward..

occasionally, i turn back..

because..

my past..

not only breaks me..

it made me who i am..


i miss you..

but i am not gonna make it a habit..

i loved you, love you, and will continue loving you..