A lot has been happening lately, some she can understand, but others are so bizarre that her tiny little mind can't seem to get a hold off. And don't mind her poor frail heart. Beneath the strong front she puts, her heart remains true to her nature. The softness that people tend to forget she retains. And people do forget, even the most memorable matter. If there was one greatest flaw in God's creation, it was this ability to forget. If not how could they lose track off all the happy memories and hold on to one or two misdoings. Humans are selfish, she thought. And am i being selfish in wanting everything to be as it used to be, she wonders. But try as hard she does to track a reason in her rational mind of why is this happening, there is simply no answer. But her heart says, self absorbed they all are. So preoccupied with their thoughts that they care not about others. Even those that truly does matter. She was suddenly scared. She was losing all those that were once dear to her. And her little world is unraveling before her eyes. Something has to be done, at least to save the others that still fill her lonely world . And she wrote:
To the person who was there for me all the time, even when i wasn't so sure about having you around. Thank you. For not giving up on my less that average social skills and my mediocre attempt of acting like a friend. I was once confused and you were there to guide me thru. This rough hills became smooth path when you walked by me. For being the kindest teacher and gracious well wisher. In this world where everything is a race, I am glad to have you as my biggest cheerleader. For the most accomplished talker, as by that you prompt me to talk, to share and to trust. For that i am most grateful. For willing to look past my cracks and flaws. And most of all Thank you for loving me. For i would not be the person I am without you by my side.
Her cheeks were wet.
might be true
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